I wake up at 7 and get ready for school But its just another day of playing the fool Another few hours of being kicked around Another new person to help me off the ground And when the bell rings at a quarter past three I have to take the long way home for my own safety And when I arrive home I watch some TV The news says hundreds of thousands die in a tsunami I think to myself how could god let all these people die And why do I live such a fucked up life So now I'm holding a knife against my wrist The waves of pain make my clench my fist I see the note I wrote lying on the chair Explaining how life was just too unfair And that I promise to watch over you every night and day And listen in on everything you say I just need to go and I love you all P.S I slit my wrists cos a building's too bigger fall This is the last time I will breathe in the air The memories of life rekindle all that's unfair I'm so sorry that it had to end like this I've tried hanging and jumping but I'd rather just slit these wrists This world has taken its toll on me A fading blur is all I see The Pain is rushing throughout me Flashbacks of bad memories Suddenly I wake up and I'm on a hospital bed The doctor's explaining how much blood I bled My mum is crying and keeps on asking why My little sis has a tear in her eye I don't say anything and just lye there My little sis screams how she was so scared I would hug her if I could but I can't move my arms I tell her I didn't mean her any harm I just love you and mum way too damn much For the world to take you away like everthing else But I guess my plan backfired on me Maybe now I'll look at the world differently I guess I'll just have to except this world of sadness and pain I'll just have to except how this world is so strange But I doubt anything is gonna change for my life And saying I'm happy would just be telling a lie So I've created plan B this plan can't go wrong And sis this time I need you to be strong When I'm gone I need you to look after mum No come here and give me that hug This world has taken its toll on me A fading blur is all I see The Pain is rushing throughout me Flashbacks of bad memories All I see is darknes An ever longing darkness No light here Nothing but an emptiness I look down now on the world But forever walking Through the cold The darkness The coldness is all that I know now And I see what the purpose of life is Too bad I'm already dead **this is not based on anyone in particular but its inspired (I know its not really the right word) by teenage suicide**