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One time leads to another, everybody finds a way to each other.
Some how leaving out what everyone used to doubt finding a way to use peace and love one another.
Why do I don't seem to find such security, it seems that it's all full of impurity. Stuck in a minority, left out of a majority. Despising my task, but I just don't seem to bother.
Everybody thinks they know how to look at things, they think they are the smartest thing, the human being. They end up failing, trying to bail, with nothing to do but fail. Nowhere to go.
I think that nothing will be the same, the fact I'm insane, has played it's part in this game. Is it for real, is it for me to feel, I just can't decide, I just don't know.
Everyone plays their tricks on me, was it meant to be, it's one thing I can't see. To realize everything I could have let outside, but I kept it all inside, I have no chance.
Everything seems to have played it's part in the conspiracy to destroy me. The odds are against me, my family's against me, one thing I don't see is why I had no chance.
I could have prevented this I know, but I chose no, I chose to be left alone. Too many questions, too many suggestions, too many threats, and promises, I guess it's just how it is.
I thought I had friends to rely on, some shoulders to cry on, but they all just turn against me. I wish that the tables would turn once again, to find what happened way back when, how it came to this.
When I write down this rhyme, I start to think of the time, when all my stars were misaligned, my life was falling apart. A rhyme familiar to be, but as much as it seems, I know it's so true, I tried so hard.
The end of my life, will be coming soon, my friends say it's not true, but what do they know? They don't know how I feel, and as I write this down, I look all around, it's time to part.
I wish I could runaway from this place I called home but I'm all alone. No one would help me, because they think to themselves it's not healthy. They wouldn't even bother.
I go back to the start where I started to fall apart and I went from point to point, from one to the other. I wish I could find some one to love, someone to care, someone to know, to never share, so she and I could love one another.

I just wrote this down because I was really tired and I've been having a bad week. I know it's not that great...and it's not the best, but I wrote this quick and didn't take much time on it. So...yeah.