Once so pure, once so clean But a change forced upon her a brand new routine Something she never thought she'd be In all of her worst dreams Drinking to feel alive She strives to feel anything at all Possessed by sex and pills Escaping what is real The colors of her exile are painted On her ever-paling skin The love that once kept her warm Has been frozen in sin She takes another blind shot at affection One step deeper into her obsession She downs another shot to cure her addiction Wondering how she's in this position Fucking to feel alive She strives to feel anything at all But living makes no sense When you're already in hell The colors of her exile are painted On her ever-paling skin The love that once kept her warm Has been frozen in sin Being lied to wasn’t the hardest part It was being forgotten that broke her heart Filling a void the only way that she can Falling Dying to feel alive She strives to break free of herself But she can't make a single step She's trapped inside this underworld Incapable of change, in vein she tries Another passing phase, just a different disguise Facades are the fashion, or so she's been told Many debts she must pay, the collateral being her soul
Cheers mate, not too sure but I've got a little melody for it. These days anything is heads or tails with regards to music seeing as working from California I'm doing pretty much everything by myself. But I'm meeting up with a few band mates this weekend to present them with a few ideas for songs so hopefully something will come out of it.