Where am I now? It seems like forever since I lost you It's been 18 god damn months Since I got out of that SUV The veins are still waiting to be cut Waiting to be open I'm only falling again These words are coming back to me Only is the world falling apart But the mind is falling apart too In this... CHANGE MY...DEDICATION. FIND MY...INSPIRATION. I hear the screams Are you dreaming about the day again? Third time won't be the charm For me. And I can only see what... The promises that you will keep. These words are coming back to me Only is the world falling apart But the mind is falling apart too In this... In this fucking world I live. CHANGE MY...DEDICATION. FIND MY...INSPIRATION. Only time will tell Before I lose control of this mind I'M FALLING APART... AGAIN I SET FREE Only to have these dreams Come back to haunt me I WILL NOT CHANGE A THING For I am your memory In your head CHANGE MY...DEDICATION. FIND MY...INSPIRATION. Only time will tell Before I lose control of this mind I'M FALLING APART...