A Critical Error I feel in love with a Critical Error I dreamed of holding her hand across the Sierra I felt very well, like I was enchanted with spell Her hair was burnette, she was my own Juilet I saved her a seat on a curise, on the sea She said that trust me, that she really loved me That she would always, between life and death Between riches and debt But on a Sunday when I was feeling drowsy I went to the ledge and I saw her there frowning Beside her was a guy, I was really surprised When she had kissed him right in front of eyes And my heart there was stolen, it was shattered and broken Under the veil of the night, I breathed in a sigh I screamed out to her, the whole thing was a blur I wondered where my temperament had gone Before that moment I felt so lifely and strong Now I just wonder if life can go on I compare these moments to song And to tragic plays, where you read and they act And they’re all crazy under their masks And holding their flasks, To pretend their happy, and make romantics feel sappy I feel like I’ll cry And now I just want to die I say fuck it all; I’ll curl up into a ball I don’t think t here’s a heaven for me And I’m just so God damn fucking angry. Ashley said she’d break my heart someday But I ignored those thoughts and pushed them all away And now I know that I should have gone – When she had told me, that it wouldn’t work – to go our separate ways Virginias always been cruel to me, But I think that it’s even worse here in New Jersey They say it’s the Garden State, but I just feel melancholy Where can one find a home to satisfy the hunger of depression? Aggression tolls the bells And I feel like, I’ll fuck the world Cause I’m not feeling very well Lights, they swell with brightness, even behind their shades I wonder if they are the building blocks of my decay I use to believe in love, but now I just believe in pain And I don’t want to complain But everything as temporary as a sudden rain I fell in love in that rain And I wave good bye, Good-bye garden state.. She says she’s sorry, she didn’t mean to hurt me That she thought that lying would protect me from the pain An excuse I found kind of lame She’s says that I was special but I just had to learn to let go And there’s nothing that she wanted, Our friendship was a falling comet And she couldn’t take the risk of hurting me any more But she didn’t have a problem hurting me before So then I learned to play the piano, capture all the emotion I could channel I always get a vision of a meadow, right before a snow storm Sometimes the skies are faded, and sometimes I feel the worlds misplaced it And the simple truth is that I don’t know what’s real anymore Should I hold on, or should I shut the cellar door? It's all so confusing to me, and I think love is the worst STD Cause even before I got caught up in this, I knew my changes I'll never try romance again, even though I know I'm a romantic I fell in love in that rain, and I feel I'll never fall in love again And I wave good bye, Good-bye garden state..