Coming into this world as boy I grew up in the opposite of joy Grasping for direction of something further All I found was vast disappointment The more that I wanted The more I was haunted Shunted by your words of elaborate destruction Crushing Me in I was created thin You took away the joy that kids begin All I wanted was a bright light within Opening up the book in my head I learned of a death plan She gave me motivation to ascend To rid myself of this adolescent trend (what gives?) The more that I wanted The more I was haunted Shunted by your words of elaborate destruction Crushing Me in I was created thin You took away the joy that kids begin All I wanted was a bright light within