:chemist: So yeah.. hi.. my name is Ivy, and I'm new.. but not really.. 'cause I've been comin' to this site since.. forever.. I just now decided to sign up. I am so amazing, eh? ::coughs:: Anyway, yeah, I'm gonna start by posting my freak-ass untitled weird poetry shiznit. I wrote this when my schizo was being odd and.. freakin' me out. In a good way. Enjoy, no? Why are you always trying to run? Can't you stay put for a moment or two? I wish you'd just be; stop pushing me away. You're not winning this angst inside of me. I wont allow you to understand me any more Than you need to. You wouldn't want to hear what I have to say, And you wouldn't want to hear that I haven't Changed from my wicked ways. Stop trying to change me from grey to white... Those are not my colours, and those are not My feelings you're embracing. Don't touch me, and don't look at me. I'll only rot in time. 'Let bastards rot in time.'