I drown you in my apologies Asking you about all of my inabilities Emphasizing my weakest capabilities From unconfidence to a lack of responsibility And all the ways your words were killing me I steal a kiss from you unwillingly And draw out your tears continually Weakened deprived of your tangibility And unable to make my words a soliloquy So I ambush you with my inadequacy I once promised you stability Now I pull you under with insecurity When I close my eyes it is you I see By your side is the only place I want to be Your heart is all that can make me happy Only your love can fulfil me It is due to this that consequently After a thought of you I subsequently Shove in your face all that’s wrong with me And ask how long you will refer to us as “we” But if I keep mentioning you leaving me My fear may force you to turn that possibility Into a cold, inescapable reality Shattering all of my romantic fantasies Realizing this nightmare of fickle dependency But all the time you supportively Tell me that you are in love with me And promise that we will forever be So I swear now that I will silently Bear any fear of being unsatisfactory So you might stay with me Eternally Perpetually Unregretfully Loving me Jenny