It hurts (so good): 6 years old and beaten for every mistake Just a few more tears and he was sure to break He'd cry 'til daddy stopped lashing away He knew he'd have the guts to confront him some day: Why on earth did you go so far? Why the FUCK did you have to hit so hard? Was I really that much of a burden? A son you could never even hearten? Ooh it, It hurts so good 10 years later and daddy had gone for good Mommy went haywire, like he thought she would He locks himself away to escape another look into her eyes Now every night he's ashamed of every minute he cries Why on earth did you go so far? Why the FUCK did you have to hit so hard? Was I really that much of a burden? A son you could never even hearten? Ooh it, It hurts so good He knows where he's gone wrong on the path behind And it kills him to know he can't take back his life Every little bit that reminds him of mom and dad Fucked up every bit of joy he could have had Why on earth have I gone so far? Why the FUCK can't I keep all the fixed parts? Am I still growing to be such a burden? Bound to let every little bit of hurt in? Ooh it, It hurts so good I hate you I need you I lost it I threw it away I hate you I need you I lost it I threw it away Give it back (I'm dying) Give it back (I'm crying) Give it back (I'm dying) Give it back (I'm crying) Just sorrta trying to deal with past events...I never had it this bad...but I really wanted to stress certain parts...I hope someone likes it...
I really like it, simple but really effective. If it's dealing with what I think its dealing with, then you need a *hug*