Let me get some rest: I'm so tired, I haven't slept in the past few days I guess it's your fault, that it's my fears I can't face My fear of leaving you, to wake up all alone Although I always have, we're on our own I need to give you up but I don't want to let you down I don't want to tell you the truth, that I have found: ''I don't love you, never have and I never will'' I know it's far past the time this cup was meant to spill Pouring down upon us, all the lies I've hidden so well I guess this is a cheapshot, a blow beneath the belt But I need to let it out, get it all off my chest After all this time hiding away, I'm going to lay down and rest Finally without you / to push me on (forward) Finally without you / to push me further away (from myself) And I'm finally... asleep... good night... precious... nightmare this one was basically about a relationship that just wasn't really meant to be...hours and days worth of tossing and turning in bed, not knowing what to say...scared of what would happen if you told the truth...scared to change for the better...and once you finally do...you can sleep finally...knowing that you don't have to make up any lies anymore...I hope it's clear
I liked it, sad though. I would hate it if anyone felt like that in a relationship with me... It is good you told her, if this poem has any footing in reality at least. I liked the ending as well.
thank you to both of you...oh and this wasn't my own experience but how a friend felt about his girlfriend