Song 1 I lost you to… I wonder why I stick around One day this flight will hit the ground I will surely fall I will slowly burn BURN UP THE HATE Should I tell you why I walk out? Should I tell you why I’d never shout? Because I feel like I threw it away for you I put it all on the line for you I LOST IT ALL AND I LOST YOU TO Why does the world revolve around you? You said you’d never come back YOU SAID WE WERE THROUGH No more lies I can’t stand the cries Every time I see you I part of me dies Sanity One word Sanity What is it in my world? Should I tell you why I walk out? Should I tell you why I’d never shout? Because I feel like I threw it away for you I put it all on the line for you I LOST IT ALL AND I LOST YOU TO I wonder why I stick around One day this flight will hit the ground I will surely fall I will slowly burn BURN UP THE HATE I wonder why I stick around One day this flight will hit the ground I will surely fall I will slowly burn BURN UP THE HATE Song 2 Unreal Unreal Giving time to heal With every reason to feel Dead in pain Soul down the drain Time to unwind My minds a blur ‘cos its Unreal Reality is a haze in my eyes I never thought I’d hide from lies Within all my tries Holding on to your cries Unreal Giving time to heal With every reason to feel Dead in pain Soul down the drain Time to unwind My minds a blur ‘cos its Unreal Nothing is the same ‘Cos its all a game In pain (X2) But then I go back to reality My minds full of agony Nothing can relieve this pain Life is so hard So ####### hard Unreal Giving time to heal With every reason to feel Dead in pain Soul down the drain Time to unwind My minds a blur ‘cos its Unreal Unreal Giving time to heal With every reason to feel Dead in pain Soul down the drain Time to unwind My minds a blur ‘cos its Unreal Dead is all I seem to be Dying doesn’t bother me Song 3 I wish I could You’re the reason I can’t sleep at night You’re all I see with eyes shut tight My love won’t last Because you don’t know me My hope won’t last Because you can’t control me When you fall Only I can catch you DIVE INTO MY ARMS I can feel the air you breath But can’t touch your skin I WISH I COULD You’re my only sin I CAN’T WASH YOU CLEAN I hide behind the mask To protect me from the lies So you can’t see into my eyes And tare my hart from my insides I can feel the air you breath But can’t touch your skin I WISH I COULD You’re my only sin I CAN’T WASH YOU CLEAN I’ll take your picture to the grave I WISH I COULD If you leave now I’LL GO INSANE But then again it’s too harsh To follow you To dark to ASK OF YOU I WISH I COULD If you knew me I’d take are love To the grave I WISH I COULD I can feel the air you breath But can’t touch your skin I WISH I COULD You’re my only sin I CAN’T WASH YOU CLEAN Song 4 Memories of the forsaken I did some pretty bad things in the past You could be charitable But the memories will stay and last Memories of the forsaken They never go away They’ll stay in ya mind and play I dunno were I went wrong I dunno when I’ll quit and admit The sh!t went on too long WAY TOO LONG Intimidated by size Too scared to open ya eye’s Don’t wanna see what’s outside Everyone needs to fight lies I did some pretty bad things in the past You could be charitable But the memories will stay and last Memories of the forsaken They never go away They’ll stay in ya mind and play Destroy everyone in the way Lets show them the game to play (x2) (Solo) I did some pretty bad things in the past You could be charitable But the memories will stay and last Memories of the forsaken They never go away They’ll stay in ya mind and play PROTECT ME FROM THE LIES Song 5 As I get away Do you ever feel like people are looking over your shoulder Don't you hate when you lie just so they stay happy I hate it but it all goes wrong as your lies get older WHAT THE F*CK IS ALL THIS FOR WHO THE F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE I hate to sound crazy I wanna escape From all are past and all you mimics I hate it when you say you'll come back to me WHAT THE F*CK IS ALL THIS FOR WHO THE F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE As I get away All the walls get higher As I close my eyes All my anger's getting darker I don't wanna lie But I hate to look crazy Have you seen the way you CRACK UNDER PRESSURE Have seen how it HURTS SO MUCH BETTER If you think you can fly You better think again Your mind is too bitter As I get away All the walls get higher As I close my eyes All my anger's getting darker I don't wanna lie But I hate to look crazy WHAT THE F*CK IS ALL THIS FOR WHO THE F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE As I get away All the walls get higher As I close my eyes All my anger's getting darker I don't wanna lie But I hate to look crazy One more thing before you run WHY DID YOU COME BACK One more question just for fun Did you ever love me NO I’m trapped in a haze I HATE IT. F*CK YOU I wanna escape it I HATE IT. F*CK YOU Song 6 A smile can’t fix a broken heart but a broken heart can destroy a thousand smiles She’s left you again She’s gone off with your friends AGAIN She won’t return for a while Just try and keep that smile BECAUSE TOMORROW IT’LL NEVER END I can see into her mind like open doors And know I know how to leave you You better know we’re through Next time an affair just ain’t an option Just play straight And I might believe you Just leave it down to fate And I might follow you to hell and back Make sure you’re free of attack Don’t play with lives How they survive is for them to decide I can see into her mind like open doors And know I know how to leave you You better know we’re through Next time an affair just ain’t an option Were back together again You left with my friends AGAIN I couldn’t find you NOT EVEN LOVE CAN BIND YOU To me I’m to good to you You think I hate you I’m gonna try and play you to See how we both pull through Playing with each others lives It’s harder than juggling knives I can see into her mind like open doors And know I know how to leave you You better know we’re through Next time an affair just ain’t an option Song 7 El Diablo You seem to always count on me Wanting to see All the things you cannot be You always seem to follow me Wanting to see All the things I cannot be This is the only place as dark as hell The one place more confound than a prison cell In a room with el Diablo THE DEVIL No one wants to leave their homes No one knows were it Rhome’s Serpents curtain the floor I can’t remember concrete bein’ there no more WERE EVER IT MAY RHOME This is the only place as dark as hell The one place more confound than a prison cell In a room with el Diablo THE DEVIL The rival to holy one It will destroy the creator’s son The one thing we fear most It must be destroyed before it gets in close EL DIABLO This is the only place as dark as hell The one place more confound than a prison cell In a room with el Diablo THE DEVIL Comments on songs: “I lost you to” is a quick one I wrote about some one who gave up everything for a relationship and then got rejected and lost everything. “Unreal” is a song that took me two month to write (September 03 – November 03) and I had just reread the song and edited it last month. “I wish I could” was posted on the LPA late November last year along with “As I get away” but I’ve changed one or two lines in them and I put them on this mini album. “Memories of the forsaken” is a song about how I can do the most stupid things in life and I can still remember all the bad/funny/embarrassing that have ever happened to me. “A smile can’t fix a broken heart but a broken heart can destroy a thousand smiles” is just a song about a girl going out with a guy and just cheating on him. “El Diablo” is Spanish for the devil so I thought I could use my knowledge of this word and try to make a short song. 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