Just ideas, lines, brief sketches that pop in my head, which I type as notes in my cellphone. Here are some: I can hear you screaming from the light A light that's travelled through my mind back into the night And the dawn of my pride just searching answers in the disguise behind the line. ~ Going out of my mind, 'cause my mind isn't where I want to be. ~ Every mistake I make Makes me feel like a child again. Again. Every smile I fake Makes me feel like I don't want to to this. Again. But it's not done until I say it is No, it's not done until I say I don't want to be Why do you think that I'm an exception? Hey, you're blocking my visual perception And I could swear I don't care what's the answer Still you're creeping me with all these questions. ~ Somewhere on the wall There's a painting of a day As crazy, soulless and dull As was yesterday. And to this wall I'm chained Chained not to run away... ~ Tell me I should go, I should be crazy All those times that you've been lazy Should I be the savior this time? Oh my. ~ The sun goes down And suddenly it's pitch black. And now I've found The night wants us to sleep by. The radio hosts are tired Their cups empty And, my love, there's no denying There's more to this darkness than we see. ~ Don't kill me, don't kill me It's where I live, I don't know what to do Don't kill me, don't kill me I'm innocent I know you want me to Live 'Cause I were here before you even knew Here Before you came - I didn't ask you to Come and slaughter. Sorry to ruin your fun. I didn't know I was dumb. Too dumb to leave you alone In the middle of my home. Fuck you, go away Time to kill, time to play From your hands, to my bones From your eyes, to my nose From your ghosts or your phantoms Let me see how you like my antlers. ~ Makes me sad The way you smile. ~ Opposite of / Lack of Creativity / On top of Confusing liability. Opposite of / Lack of Inspiration Finding its way to the next life station. Heavy File transfer I don't want to look for the answer Pounding, my heart's a dancer Beating away its own cancer. ~ Please, I need you to disappear. While walking down the hill Just, please, I don't want you to be here. I search As the drumbeat stops I search for the reality That breaks my thoughts Away I go, As I fall down the window. I fly to the end as I was sent To fly the kingdom / And the need to find descent But even now it's not the way it goes I fly them all, they're wearing the same clothes And after all, they're only ghosts. ~ Any feedback is welcome, constructive comments too. Don't be afraid to tell me if something sucks And you can, of course, ask me if you wonder what particular lines mean.
'Fuck you, go away' ?! LOOK AT YOUR LANGUAGE! I kid, I really like this line 'And, my love, there's no denying'