Intro: [This Is How I Really Feel x2] Verse 1: I wish i would fall and die i sometimes break down and cry my life is a mess, i hate it im ugly, i dont fake it i have no hope left everything good is gone i long for what i'll never touch my life is ####, it aint much Chorus: im running out of time before i kill myself i need someone or something to hold i'll die young, never grow old i know im ugly, ive been told people laugh, like its funny she hasnt spoken yet Verse 2: Its hard but i try but i always feel like i wanna die suicide is the easy way out i release my pain and i scream and i shout i lose control sometimes ive had some good times though but ive said things i regret ive done things i regret im gonna do something i wont regret im gonna die, and you'll forget Chorus: im running out of time before i kill myself i need someone or something to hold i'll die young, never grow old i know im ugly, ive been told people laugh, like its funny she hasnt spoken yet Bridge: Tomorrow is another day another hell i wont face im going now goodbye Chorus: im running out of time before i kill myself i need someone or something to hold i'll die young, never grow old i know im ugly, ive been told people laugh, like its funny she hasnt spoken yet she hasnt spoken yet