Problems I am sick of my life I can't find my way I should pick up this knife Things will never be okay. I am tired of this Wandering hopelessly Farther I can see And its coming to nothing. All that I have felt Has been taken by someone else And I am powerless Through my loneliness, And I am Gonna choose my way this time I just can't seem to find Something to hold onto in my life So I think the time is ripe, to, Do away with me... I can help you see... (My problems, they've been there since I was born The pestulence stinking since I was there that black morn When I was brought into this place And I got caught up in the chase between my, Mom and dad, who couldn't agree And the destructive arguements were pointless to me, But I had to move on, but I lacked the motivation Because of my parent's constant accusuations To me life was so simple and plain The complexity was taken in with total disdain My dad didn't care, he beat the hell outta me And my mom always stared and screamed out heavily) CHORUS How can I go on? There is to much that is wrong And I'm no longer strong enough To take the screaming And the bad dreams at night And I always knew that my parents weren't right (But what do I say?) I don't have power anyway... But their is one power I do possess... (I'm gonna choose my path) I can't take the loneliness.... [Slow with just percussion] I have the blade in my hand, One push and it will land Ending my life and with it All this sh*t I've lived with(X2) [Speeding Up] (You gotta find your way back) I'm under constant attack (You can pull this through) But I'll always lose (Don't push that blade) Just stay away! (You just need some time) I don't need you to help me through (Yes you do) I can tell myself what to do! CHORUS