Silent war the war within so silent and painful to fight the pain and sorrow that attacks me and the memories that push within my mind reminding me of the past i so dred and hate i wish they would go away... the war so silent as if a cry for help saying Help me i need help but i don't know what to do so me how to win this battle that seems endless ,its seems worthless to the fight for something so stupid cause all i do is fight and fight then deadly yet endless war for my freedom ,for my happiness its like my own emotions and sorrow inslaved me to this war this war so silent i'm standing there yelling fighting telling my army how to fight and what to do and how to win but nothing works why can't i win yet ...? must this battle go on till my own death of inslavemeant as i am forced to work for the enemy who tells me lies..as in no one will ever love you , your worthless your fat your a no body your stupid your a failure your nothing god wants the war slowly gets louder as i stand and take a stand i tell the enemy if i am not worthy of god then why should i be worthy to you ..? i then walk away with a smile so far i kinda won but not yet there is more to go cause if i am alive then i am not worthless to god cause how can someone so dear yet not be alive love me as ,much as he does.. cause to god i am worthy of live and being able to be loved or cared for or to be alive.. by Bec Ps:feedback please so i can improve my work