Sinking down to the point where I get this knife. It hurts but it is my only friend. I hold everything deep and down, Held down so long, unable to let it mend. [Chorus] Christ, shit this bed I lay awake, Head down, chemistry and sodnomy. Wake me up until I live this life out, Run away till it fucks me up. Eyes shot red, kill me, fuck me dead. Too late the damage has been done, Blood rushes to my head like a sudden rush of death. I hold anything deep and down, Can't try, will not, they hold me down onto this bed. [Bridge] Fuck me, sodnomy, hurt me, chemistry Bleed like me, biologically, feel like me, sardonically. Fuck this sodnomy, kill me, before this chemistry Bleed as me, physically, feel as me metorphorically. [Chorus] [Bridge] Deep and down like the times of sand, Seeping through my fingers and through my hand. Transparant as one could picture me as, Worthless as I have been and has. Fuck me, sodnomy, fuck me, sodnomy Hurt me chemistry Please tell me you believe in me, Please just don't walk away Fuck this, if no one believes me Please tell me you just believed me [Chorus] [Bridge to fade]