The sunlight hides away behind the clouds of grey The thunder ruptures my mind remembering the mistakes And I can’t for the sake of my life find the way To a route where my thoughts have been hidden away From the past, from the present, from the futures to be This different me locked away somewhere deep In the depths of my soul waiting to be unleashed On the world for a purpose no one could ever believe The reasons, the knowledge, the answers and more And as the sky turns black so closes the door To my mind, to my body and my soul but what for? For a cause I’ve always hated right to the bitter core And as the acid rain brings the same old same A pain, which has killed me over and over again Brought me to my knees screaming when will it end It seems god gave me life but it was only for rent Because it feels like my world is falling in front of my eyes Killing me from inside so I’ll be begging to die But I wont as long as these eyes remain open wide I’ll wait for the morning sun to rise up in the sky And should the sun not shine it’s glowing morning light I know that my future won’t be lookin’ so bright But at least I tried, fought a massive battle inside Gave myself hell just find some peace of mind A tainted soul, a darkened past Is told by a picture within broken glass A different world, a different time Prevents the morning sun to rise I tried to hold on, oh how I’ve tried Over and over I have strived To find my soul being hidden away Looks like the sun wont be coming out today The writing on the wall is written in my own blood Nature’s paint when you’re living a life without love Every sentence with less meaning than the lines above But the moon provides the light for it to be important enough However, importance is over-rated, I genuinely hate it Importance is nothing when you’re this frustrated When the only thing worth fighting for has been confiscated Taken away only to make things more complicated And without it, there’s practically no reason to live I could just quit right now and jump off a bridge Into polluted waters filled with trash and dead fish But thinking like this is being nothing but a naïve kid Am I anything anyway? Who’s to say what’s wrong and right? Will anyone stand up and fight for the sake of mankind? Because I dare you to look up at the stars at night And not think of hope has they shine so bright There’s hope for everyone, even myself So up a steep green hill I drag my carcass of empty shell Over the plains the morning horizon begins to show itself There’s hope indeed, we just need to find ourselves first A tainted soul, a darkened past Is told by a picture within broken glass A different world, a different time Prevents the morning sun to rise I tried to hold on, oh how I’ve tried Over and over I have strived To find my soul being hidden away Looks like the sun wont be coming out today What good is the light if the dark still dictates? If we don’t have a soul then we don’t have a fate We need to know what we have to do In order to have some kind of clue To who mankind is, why we’re here Why do we cry, scream and submit to fear I don’t know the answers but I’ll keep on the fight The sun will guide me with its morning light I’ll find myself, the potential is hidden away Looks like the sun will be forced out today Cos if I don’t have a soul then I don’t have a life Which is strange because right now I’m alive I’m enjoying the glow of the orange morning light