I've lost my mind I have no clue where to go next Maybe a message, in hidden text, could explain the way Maybe I forgot something to say, as the child grows old. Let alone the clowds are filling with rain So my stay is not welcome, but we make haste We make haste. Oh, i've forgotten so much in these past few days Like the scent of your body as it clung to mine. Or maybe someday, we'll be just fine. I would wait for that day as my breathing slowed I'm gone again and my dreams have grown, into something Undisclosed, to even myself as I awake and find, someone had left me alone. I'm not ready, I'm not ready, i'm not ready, i'm not ready I can't begin to say what I mean in each word Hoping someday it won't be absurd, to make myself rhyme like a fucking lunatic Someday I'll admit, that i'm homesick. I'm homesick, I'm insane, I've lost my name The name of the century, these last 16 years I've discovered all of my fears.