Lyrics to a song I wrote last year. I know they sound weird on paper but it fits the song, I swear. When I get a recording, I will post the actual song. I hear sincerety in your voice but I refuse to believe it. I won't let myself bring down these walls so easy, I know you mean no harm to me At least not in this moment, But it's the future that scares me most, you see, And tonight I just want to run, Yes, tonight I just want to run. You say you can't see light in my eyes, Because they're clouded by my past, Little bits of paper dreams and violent lullabies Still coursing through my veins, But it's my past that hurts me the most, you see, And tonight I just can't let go, No, tonight I just can't let go. Happy endings are for fairytales, Prince charming is for fantasies, My white knight lost direction in some field along a brook, And I just can't see how it will ever be my turn to be rescued, Because it seems I'm just more likely to be written out these days. You beg me just to trust you, And swear it's not like other times, But I've heard all this before A thousand times or maybe more, I don't know how to tell you just how much I wish I could let go, you see, But tonight I just need time, Yeah, tonight I just need time. Trying to move on somehow, You say you'll make a believer of me yet, But we all know that "believing" and "Be lieing" are just one letter off, And I want to find it in me to trust you, you see, But tonight I need you to hold me, Yeah, tonight please hold me and say... Happy endings aren't just fairytales, I'll be Prince Charming if you'll let me, I'm your white knight and I've found my way along that winding brook, And I'm here to say that, yes, today you may finally be rescued, Because it seems that times are changing and you might be looking up. You sing me songs of our older days, Say we'll walk the beaches when our hair turns gray, And even though I know it may not be true For right now I am here with you, And tonight I don't wanna go. No, tonight I don't wanna go. .