I wrote this laying in my bed as the sun started to come up, I got a mere 2 hours of Sleep, I was awake with the windows Opened and the cat perched at the screen, wishing he could go outside. As the sun slowly crept up behind the houses In this so called "Neighborhood" I had to grab a pen and just write...I couldnt even see my handwriting till the sun had fully come up to make sure I didnt screw up, I didnt, And heres what I got I Lose My Mind, It Kills To Think Toss And Turn Above the Sheets I Know The Days, Secrets They Keep My Eyes They Strain, Low And Weak The Guard Sat Perched, Awake With Ease Reminding Me Of Morning's Breeze "Tomorrow" They Shout, "Another Day" Then Why, To Me, It Feels The Same. My Mind Awake, I Lay So Still Perhaps The Guard Will Go For The Kill Awake I Am, How Long Until? We Learn To Solve Problems Without Using Pills. The Mind Is Such A Beautiful Place Inside It Dwells Your Dancing Face. The Face Of Whom Had Made The Switch From Heaven To Hell, Your Crucifix! So Shine On And Shine Bright, Don't Put Up A Fight Just Remember That I Still Scream In The Night